Um, back to the point. I have created a list, which is a bit bigger than the list I had worked out on my own. What can I say, I found a few more that I wanted to read while I was looking up the books that were already on my list.
For the interested, you can go to http://www.goodreads.com/review/list/16
- Mood:
curious - Music:Like a Stone - Audioslave
My job is quite a bit different from my last one. I'm not a programmer here. I ended up accepting a job doing something else that I love doing. I'm more of a sys admin here, although I can most likely go back to programming here in the future -- I'd need to learn Java first though.
On another note, I have finally gone through all my bookmarked book lists and written down 50 books that I would like to read. I'm not going to share the list now, but I might post something about them here as I read them. I am pretty excited to get to the local library (bigger than any other library I have ever been to :) ) and start looking through the stacks. Oh, and riding the bus to work gives me a lot of good reading time, so I will probably be going through the books a lot faster than normal (possibly even as fast as I used to when I was a bit younger and had less responsibility.)
- Mood:
calm - Music:Tristessa - Smashing Pumpkins
I let my boss know that I am planning on moving and that I am looking for another job. He understands completely. I have my resume together, but I've only sent it out to one place so far. Moving and finding a new job is exciting, but I don't really want to do it. I want to be there, but I don't want to do everything that it will take to get there—moving sucks. The worst part though, is not knowing where I'm going, or even when.
Erin and I have been looking around, and if we can find a job there, we'd like to move to Logan. It's about the same size as St George, but a lot greener ("verdant" :) ), and not nearly as hot. Seriously. They have a summer-time high that is around 90, compared to here where it is over 100 for a few months every year. I also found out that my Grandfather is from Logan, and that there are some not too distant relatives in the area.
- Mood:
okay - Music:Radiohead - Creep
I don't have an excuse. I really don't. I realize that it has been over a year since I have posted anything here, and I'm ok with that. If I do ever start writing regularly, then I will be surprised. I often try new things, but I am horrible with keeping it going.
I've been thinking a lot recently about what I want to do with my life. I don't feel like I'm completely wasting it, but I do feel like I could do so much more. I have come up with some things that I want to do. Most of them are long term goals, but things that I can start doing now.
- Health
I've been gaining weight over the last year or two, and I don't like it. I really don't care what my weight is; I care more about how I look. I'd probably be perfectly happy with my current weight if it were distributed differently. I really dislike having a gut that is starting to stick out over my belt. I spend too much time sitting around doing nothing, and I drink too much soda. I really want to change that. I pretty much stopped drinking soda a couple of weeks ago (I still drink it too much, but I have cut back). I'm also more careful with what I eat. It's kind of strange; ever since I decided that I was sick of gaining weight and wanted to start losing it, I have had a lot less desire for any kind of junk food. I'm not dieting or anything, junk food just doesn't seem nearly as enticing anymore (with the exception of the cheesecake my wife made this week, that stuff is too good to pass up). So, after a couple weeks with a somewhat healthier diet, I haven't lost a thing.
Next step -- exercise. One area that I've never been good at. I have a gym membership through work, but I haven't been very good at using it. What I really want is some sort of routine that I can do at home. I decided that I want to try out Wii Fit. It seems like it could actually be pretty decent as a fitness tool. I could also do other things like running. The only problem with Wii Fit is that nobody carries it right now (except eBay... they would probably be available in actual stores if there weren't so many people buying up as many as they can just to resell them at an inflated price), and that I don't want to be spending any more money than I have to for the next little bit until I figure a couple of things out. Even without Wii Fit I have several things that I can be doing. - Education
When I was younger I used to spend a lot of time reading books. I really miss that. I still read, but not nearly as much as I want to. I have a goal now to make a list of 100 books that I really want to read, and to read them in the next year (or two). I already have several best/most influential books lists bookmarked, I just need to go through them and create my own list. I plan on having classic literature in the list as well as contemporary lit and some SF.
I recently graduated with a bachelor's in computer science. I want to keep learning more about it -- it's a really interesting field that I enjoy a lot. Within the next couple of years, I will probably go back to school and start working towards a Master's.
There are two other fields that I would really like to learn a lot about -- Physics and Electronics. I have a pretty good foundation in Math, but I really don't know a whole lot about physics. I'm not planning on taking college courses in these two subjects, I'll go with more of a self study approach.
One other thing that I want to do that is education related even though it's not really for me -- be a boy scout merit badge counselor. I'd probably teach computers and electronics (well, after I know a lot more about electronics). It seems like it could be a fun thing to do, and it could help the boys get interested, and help them earn stuff - Recreation
I really want to spend more time outside. I want to go camping and hiking on a fairly regular basis, and I want to go snowboarding a lot during the winter. I bought a snowboard and some other gear right before I met my wife, but then got busy with school and dating and didn't get out to the slopes much. I went last winter, and my legs got so tired they almost fell off. Living closer to a ski resort would be really nice (might happen too :) ); right now I have to drive for about an hour to go snowboarding. With gas prices going the way they are right now, that makes it pretty expensive -- even without lift tickets.
- Mood:
restless - Music:About You - Ether Aura
The main downside to doing so much homework is that I don't like leaving my wife lonely. I'm gone at work all day and when I'm home I'm often working on homework. She is very understanding, seems to enjoy watching the results of my homework. I'm glad that I am able to enjoy this semester, but I'm still looking forward to when I finally get around to graduating. Then I can spend my evenings working on hobbies, playing video games, doing stuff with my wife, and just about anything else I feel like doing.
- Location:Work
- Mood:
mellow - Music:Good Charlotte - I Just Wanna Live
I made it through the semester--it was a lot of work, I'm glad it's over, and I didn't do too bad. Now I'm starting a new semester, and the classes are looking like they will be fun. I'm going to be working hard, but I'm going to learn a lot and make some pretty cool things. I really don't think that this semester will be all that hard.
- Mood:
creative
Now for the sucky part, finals are next week. I should pass most of my classes, but it looks like I might fail my AI class. I already have a C- from a previous semester because I got lazy the last couple of weeks of the semester last year, so I don't really need to pass, but still... I have enough English homework (due tomorrow) to keep me up for a long time tonight, and then database stuff to work on tomorrow night. Then I have a massive project to do for AI which I might or might not be able to finish, and the final might be dependent on the project, so I'm somewhat screwed. Good thing I don't really need the class, but it still sucks.
I am sick of school, and I am glad that the semester is almost over, I will hopefully do better next semester and enjoy it more.
Overall, I have too much to do for the next few days, and then I can relax, take my finals, get married... and then go to Disneyland. I will try to catch up on my sleep during finals week so that I won't be tired for Disneyland :)
Spell your name without vowels?
-- JffrShpl
TWO.
Are you single?
--Not anymore--we just got a shared cell phone plan :)
THREE
Whats your favorite number?
--13 or 42
F0UR
Whats your favorite color?
--a lot of different shades of blue, green, and orange
FIVE.
Whens the next time you will see your crush?
--at lunch. she's making mac & cheese
SIX.
What are you listening to?
--a shuffled mix on my computer at work
SEVEN.
what are you doing right now?
--filling out this survey... and installing visual studio express 2005 so I can open my projects for school
EIGHT.
Are you happy with your life right now?
--Yep, pretty darn.
NINE.
Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?
--Possibly, but I don't remember
TEN
What is your favorite class in school?
--I would have to go more with least unfavorite--I've been doing school too long. So my least unfavorite class that I'm taking right now is in graphic design.
ELEVEN
Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie & fitch/ae?
-- as if
TWELVE.
How do you make money?
--I go to work on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. They pay me to go there.
THIRTEEN
Do you ever wish you were 5 years old again?
--not really
FOURTEEN.
what is your favorite day of the week?
--it would probably be Saturday, but Erin works on Saturdays
FIFTEEN
Are you outgoing?
--depends on my situation, usually it's a no though
SIXTEEN.
One word to describe you.
--awesome
SEVENTEEN.
Favorite pair of shoes?
--my brown skechers that I wear pretty much every day
EIGHTEEN.
Do you own big sunglasses?
--no.
NINETEEN
Where do you wish you were right now?
--at lunch with erin.
TWENTY.
What should you be doing right now?
--something productive and work related--or actually, I should be leaving for lunch just about now too, sweet, huh?
TWENTY-ONE.
Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
--well, I think that's it's a little past the crush stage. but yes, I do have a crush on my fiancée.
Erin has already started her weekend, and I'm jealous. I can't wait for my super boring English class to end so that I can go home and pack and get everything ready to go. I should go to my database class, but I really can't take it right now. They are probably going to spend an hour talking about an assignment that I could do in 5 minutes. I'm going to go wash my car instead. I can't afford to skip my English class though, unfortunately. I'll probably just go home, do some homework, and try to sleep a little.
So bottom line is, I'm going to love this weekend, but the next few hours before my weekend starts are going to be lame. I should stop complaining about school so much, it sure doesn't help my attitude about it. What I need to do is to sleep more, spend more time doing homework, and... well, I just want to graduate. If I don't really accomplish anything else this semester though, I at least want a C out of my English class so that I won't ever have to do it again. I shouldn't have too much trouble with my other classes, but I really really don't want to do this class although I need it.
After finishing all of my classes this semester, I will still need another 13 classes to graduate. That's pretty much 4 classes per semester for the next 3 semesters. It looks like I'm still on track.
I'm mostly kind of focusing on school right now because I am in class atm and bored. We are talking about APA documentation. The teacher is really excited about APA, but I'm having a hard time catching her excitement.
Ok, seriously... enough about school.
I need to go shopping after class too, I have something that I want to buy for Erin that she will really love. Unfortunately, it's not the ring yet--we still need to decide whether or not she wants to go with me to buy a ring. Still, I'm really hoping that what I want to get for her will be available. It's actually a birthday present. I got her a movie and a couple of karaoke cds for her party, but I have another idea for the actual birthday. So... I am pretty much wanting to get out of here asap so that I can start focusing on the fun weekend ahead. Well, it's not all going to be fun--but I don't really want to focus on my Grandpa's funeral right now. Maybe I'll write about that tomorrow, after it happens.
Erin, we'll definitely have to find some time this weekend to be alone, without being surrounded by everybody else. Maybe we can take a walk tonight or something.
Yesterday was amazing, because Erin was there. Without her, it probably would have been long, boring, and depressing. We continued our talk from the night before, and it was a really good talk. I think that my favorite part was our conversation on the ride home. My sister was driving, so Erin and I were cuddled up in the back seat. It was so nice being there with her enjoying the silence as we were typing in text messages on her phone and passing it back and forth. I'm pretty sure that my sisters in the front seat were oblivious to all that was going on behind them, but if not then so what. She did call me ment a few times though... it's getting to the point where I know that she'll call me ment pretty much every time she does, just based on what I say. And I say funny stupid things all the time that earn that reaction. It's a lot of fun :)
So now I'm nervous, happy, scared, excited, ..., ..., ... We both pretty much know what we want, but it scares us. We'll just take it slow for now. We're headed down to Vegas next weekend for her birthday; we're planning on a triple date with her parents and my parents. She's already met mine, but I've never met her parents before. I'm sure it will be fun, and she keeps telling me that it will, but I'm still kind of nervous about it.
I kind of said more here than I was planning on, but I'm going to leave it. Now I really need to stop thinking about this so much so that I can get some work done while I'm here at work.
- Location:Work
- Mood:
indescribable - Music:Christina Aguilera - All I Really Want